I Guess That Means "ME"....Hmmmm.......

I know, I know, I know.  So why can I not be happy?  Why do I not choose to be happy????  Well, things are gonna change.  I am the only one on this great earth of ours who can make or break me.  


Eventually I am going to have to come to the realization that it is indeed ALL up to ME.  I have control over NOTHING, NOT ONE DAMN THING other than MY VERY OWN THOUGHTS.


So what is my plan?  
To Get a Grip.
How?
To remember, to reflect, to open my eyes and see
just how very BLESSED I truly am.


And oh my god, I am blessed.  I have beautiful souls traveling this journey with me who love me just as much as I love them--who are here to listen, to care, to share. (Thank you, dear ones so much!)


I have my home that I adore and one day will have fixed up just like I need and want it to be.


I have OPPORTUNITY.  The opportunity to take better care of me.  Not ONE, but TWO gym memberships and the blessing of living very close to one and fairly close to another.  So, it's time to take full advantage of this blessing and make it work to my advantage.  


I have my life.  Though it is not exactly as I want it to be for now--by golly, it is still my life and I can spend each moment of every day trying to improve it and make it to be just what I need and want it to be.


So--here I go...